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I'm a relatively good girl. I don't eat my veggies. I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I absolutely adore babies and toddlers and I often go gaga over them. This is most probably the only place where you might get to know me better if you're interested that is :) What everything means behind a smile. Have fun reading.

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Kabish! Verdict, good or bad?
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
BLEARGH! I just felt like saying, typing that out all of a sudden. It's just a sudden urge to say something like that. But it's really befitting to my mood right now though. There is no such thing as exam stress there is only such a thing called results stress. Because if it wasn't for the results that we are all so afraid of, we wouldn't even be stressed over this "thing" called "exam", would we?

This term I managed to pass my literature at least. So that makes one H2 pass for me this year. Not too bad, considering that all I got last year was just a sub pass, pretty close to a pass but that doesn't make it one even though it is a SUB pass. Not even a glitch.

I'm feeling pretty hissy and overly sensitive this few days. Even though sometimes what may come across as a joke to some people becomes really quite offensive for me. Guess it was the "damage" done beforehand by someone and it will take me longer to recooperate than I had expected. I really hate it when I feel this vunerable to things. It is as if I have no control it at all or whatsoever. But in any case, I really have to get over it. I have been telling that to myself these few days but it's kind of going no where right now. I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED TO GET A GRIP of myself. I don't want to be this whinny mess and constant tape recorder that so often repeats the same thing. I'm already tired of myself even though I'm not the recieving end. To all recieving ends, I'm sorry. I'll try to stop playing the same "MUSIC" over and over again. But, just try to bear with the music for the moment alright? :)

Though the start of the day wasn't as good as I had hoped, the extra lesson today was surprisingly hilarious. Not the lecturer of course, they were never really the funny type to begin with. It started with starring at a classmate's hair and wondering how much wax was used. But by the look of it, ALOT. I wouldn't be surprised if he bought hair wax by the bulk. I thought that it would be funny to tell my friends what I thought. Little did I know that it would spark off the "I want to try to touch his hair" stunt. Because, Jill, did actually reach out and touch his hair. It was hilarious when he tried to figure out who was it that touched his hair. But surprisingly, he didn't look pissed at all. After the lecture, because pei qi wanted to touch the wax like hair, Jill asked the guy really loudly, " CAN I TOUCH YOUR HAIR?". But got rejected, cause he gave her a kind of "you're courting for death" look and went out of the class real fast.

So despite being held back last minute against our will, we got at least this much of entertainment from it. I have been really worn out these few days. Thankfully, there is no school for me on friday. Which means that I can sleep in and catch on the many winks of sleep that I had missed. Not so bad for a parent-teacher meeting day, which my mom wouldn't be attending. Well, that's all for today.

Esilenna loves because Annelise is not able to.


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