It's all part of life.

It's all part of life to have ups and downs. But in mine, if I were to very pessimistic about it, there are more downs than ups. Cause the ups never last and yet there is no end to the downs.
But I'd have to pick myself up else there will be no end to such things. Besides, it's not the first time. I have been through more than this. I can do this. Even though I may not know where I'm going now but I'll find out sooner or later.

You'll never understand someone if you stand in their shoes and just look at them where you are standing. I keep starring blank at the screen even though I have to much to express. I guess maybe it's because I'm so tired of saying too many things and have decided not to say anything? Oh gosh, I think I'd better get a grip on myself. There's blood everywhere. Like silence that pierces through the night.