After much thought.

I think I am going to remove my blog address from my facebook account. Because, like what was said by someone, if people want to talk to you, they will naturally call you(that's speaking of phones wise). But I'm going to apply it blogwise was well. If people are interested to find out about me, they will naturally know my blog address so I dont see the purpose of the link. If they are not interested, even if the link is there, it will serve no purpose right?
I thought of many things today, like what has happened in this whole lifetime. I find the theory of saying that "Life is one shot" very relevant. Because, whatever you do in life, you can only do it once. You go through a day one, a minute passes once, some people will only pass you by once in your life as well. There's this saying that we will meet approximately 300,00 people in a lifetime. Maybe I should start couting right now. I find that in every fight, every conflict, misunderstanding between someone. If you blame that person, you might not be able to forgive them properly. But if you blame yourself, you have no choice but to forgive because it's you and you will always have to live with you. So, there's no choice and you have to forgive yourself one way or another. So, I guess, I will have to start forgiving myself from now.
I feel that my footsteps are alot faster than others somehow, I go through things faster maybe because I'm surrounded by adults? I don't know. It feels as if my life passes very fast. I don't know how to express myself right now because, as I'm typing, my hands are shaking. I have no idea as well. 
All I know right now is that everything is passing by like a blur. I wish that it would slow down but it just won't.  Whatever it is, I just wish that I have the time to do all the things that I had always wanted to do and be the person that I have always wanted to be. I'm tired of jumping hurdle after hurdle. It's like an never-ending obstacle course that I have to complete. It's leaving me drained and giddy but I have to keep moving on. Somehow, this is getting more depressing. sighs.
What I know now is to get the things that I need to do done and over with. But what I really want is to not regret what I have done/will do and hope to be able to fall in love before the end of time. That's just something that I really want to know.
Love.