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I'm a relatively good girl. I don't eat my veggies. I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I absolutely adore babies and toddlers and I often go gaga over them. This is most probably the only place where you might get to know me better if you're interested that is :) What everything means behind a smile. Have fun reading.

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Just a little pick me and you up.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Although sometimes things don't go as well as they seem and people do not respond to us the way we would like them to, the best thing you can ever do is just to forgive, forget and get a move on. Not necessarily move on to another someone but just let that someone be until he responds on until another someone who is MUCH better come into the picture and who truly knows how to treasure you the way the someone you gave your all to never did.

I guess I've learnt that through all these years and to that person, thank you for letting me grow and learn cause if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't even have come to know about all these things to begin with and would most probably still be somewhere in the crowd with no direction to go. At least, liking someone like that has given me a benefit I guess? But together with that, I learnt to grow and how to pick myself up faster.

This year, I've made new friends, they brought more colour into my life so much so that I don't always paint my world in grey anymore. hehe. To someone like Juliet, thanks so much pal :) xie xie ni :) At least now that I have friends like that in the school, the school doesn't feel so foreign and distant anymore.

We all sometimes lose our temper, yell at someone, scream or do something that we don't mean. It's normal, but we must grow to realise that sometimes, it may be better to just say nothing and hold it in. Rather than to show it and make things uncomfortable. It's alright, we all learn that, it just comes with time how fast each and everyone of us learn something. Some faster, some slower, some never not because they don't have to learn it but maybe because such things may not happen in their life. Afterall, there is a reason for everything.

I've recently watched a movie titled" I give my first love to you". I'll copy the rough synopsis from wiki and just paste it here. It's a good movie. Definitely something worth watching and the life story behind it is great as well.

Takuma, a boy who is told he will die before he’s 20, and Mayu, a girl who is in love with him…
The story begins when they are little kids. Mayu, whose father is a doctor, meets Takuma, who is hospitalized in her father’s workplace. They develop feelings for each other, but Mayu learns of Takuma’s grave illness and that he will die before he turns 20. The distraught children make one promise for an uncertain future.

Time passes, and the girl becomes a young woman, and the boy, a young man. Mayu continues to support and love Takuma. On the other hand, Takuma, who knows his days are numbered, pushes away his feelings for Mayu and distances himself from her. He cannot stand to see her cry or hurt her more than he already has. Then Mayu meets another man who has feelings for her, and Takuma meets a woman who has the same illness, and their feelings for each other begin to waver.
Misunderstandings, unsaid thoughts, the frustrations and chagrin of youth… What will become of their love while the clock keeps ticking away in Takuma’s life?

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That's the end of the synopsis but the at the end of the movie, though the guy dies, the girl says that she never regretted loving him and even though it hurts alot, she is willing to go through it all over again and meet him once more. When I watch such movies, I always think that it will be great to experience a love like that but then again, will my love be so great so as to withstand the immense sadness that awaits me? Maybe, maybe not. I'll never know until I experience it for myself.

So, to all the girls out there, if you have someone whom you like, it's not wrong to hold feelings for that person but it will be very tiring to just keep watch afar when you do not even know what is going on in his head. But somehow, you know that one glimpse of that person, or his name can make you very happy. It's alright to cling on to feelings like these but when someone else eventually comes along, you might want to decide to either let go, or just hang on until the feeling dies, or something good happens and brings the both of you together or maybe someone who treasures you and captures your heart appears in your life. Else, you're free to love anyone as you like and for as long as you want. As such things, it's up to you not that person cause feelings like these can't be changed overnight. :) So, don't give up!

To my dear friends, WE SHOULD TOTALLY START STUDYING SOONNNN!!! :)
Love you guys!
Hope this helps special person! :) love ya! <3


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